I'm lost again....start forgetting to where i should "lepaskan" my anger
ok...to you i'll start my writing again....
i can't focus for the past one month...
why?
what happen yesterday..... Sunday Morning....
TAHNIAH...... i'm not doing anything, just terpacak di situ dan melawan emosi......
1. I'm thinking of him.... it's been 2 weeks since our last conversation...is it my mistake? ooooooh
what have i done?
2. hope is a waking dream..... why i'm hoping to see him at the karnival kerjaya....??? nampak
booth...nampak job flyers at his work place..... saja lalu banyak kali kat situ......
kalaulah Allah pertemukan kami semalam.... (will i be happier than before? really miss him
walaupun tak pernah jumpa...... rasa macam bodoh je!)
3. just got through my fear.... my past job... yes ...i just met my ex-bos, my ex-anak buah and the
worst part was.... tak boleh nak tegur pun.... sebab mereka are someone....
Me? cuma seorang entiti yang berjalan-jalan sendirian...looking for job opporturnity....
4. Jadi kera sumbang sorang2 je.... patutnya ada team gimik perasmian penutup yg aku boleh join.....
tapi seems like it's hard for me to get along..... dah bukan satu team, cuma entiti yg bagi pinjam
barang ja...pastu kena buat2 concern....huh
5. walaupun banyak perasaan negatif, i still admit that there are "hikmah"....
i) got a few job application for my sister (sakit kepala memikir sorang2 apa yg sesuai....)
ii) rasa macam muda jer bila berada dikalangan org muda yg baru grad.....mintak kerja
iii) pakaian aku yg tak senonoh.... (seluar jeans je...org lain siap berbaju kurung sopan santun) tapi still org layan aku macam pencari2 kerja yg lain
iv) oooooo cik City aku.....i'm proud of you..... pasukan Rela layan awak dgn baik.... Petugas ke
pencari kerja? so dia just let me park you at the petugas area...... (moral is aku tak tipu.... aku
mmg nak gi nengok robot-robot gimik tu..... sambil cari kerja.... tu pun cari kerja utk org
lain...hhehehhehehhee)
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